Social Security

I'm SO angry I can't even speak. It's been more than a month since I applied for a social security card, and I still haven't received it in the mail (and the fuckers said 8 to 10 days). Then when I call the office, they say they have no record AT ALL of me even applying, so I should go there and apply again. OMG. I've already been the stupid office in Pomona, full of people (and waited 3 fucking hours each time) and I had to miss class for it (and readjust my entire schedule to go to other classes) and I HAVE TO GO AGAIN! And I have to call up Iplace so I can get a ride there, and I HATE IT, IT IS SO STUPID.

I HATE THIS STUPID COUNTRY. I am so mad, I'm crying right now. I hate them, I hate them, I hate them all. They make me feel like a fucking immigrant (bastards), I followed all their stupid rules and I still get fucked over. Sorry I am cursing so much, but I am just so angry :'(

I'm thinking of just forgetting about the whole thing, I'll come back to Manila and apply through the US embassy there. I'm just so tired and frustrated and we have tests and research papers due soon and I don't want to think about this anymore. I have enough money on my debit card (even tho they closed my account) to live on till then.

p.s. Despite this horribleness, life is good at Mudd. But stressful, with lots of work. But I'm doing well enough in school, and am getting to know more people every day.